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A Moment Of Love

This is a perfect chance of weakness to finally tell you that this isn't just a crush
It's not all about lust; I've always wanted to confess to you that I care about you so much

I apologize for being hesitant all of the time; it's just very hard to say you're my one true love
I yearned to say it out loud, but the words couldn't escape my mouth, that's what my fear does

I tried to say it to you in every lucid dream, that's how strong these feelings are
And I found myself waking up to tears of joy, because a true sense of hope is in my heart
-
I want to win you over
And I will never give up
Because you make the dark b

Rain Of Darkness

Rain Of Darkness

Something inside me broke
The core of my soul snapped
That is when I felt this numbing cold
I blinked, and everything started to fade to black

When you left me alone
I felt this eternal betrayal
When you finally let me go
The pain inside me became unstable

The weight on my shoulders collapsed
While the world I knew faded
As the remorse relapsed
I'm consumed by hatred
-
Thou have forsaken
So the rest shall witness my conviction

My hope was taken
But was replaced by affliction

You knew what would happen
When you took back your salvation

Why am I the one abandoned?
I didn't take -ANYTHING!- for granted

Rev

I'm Falling Down

I'm Falling Down

Pain just seemed to pass me by
Swift as tsunami waves touching the sky

Reality was nothing but a mirror
Melting away like frozen water on fading fire

I closed my sorrowful eyes
As if it was going to be the last time

And sparked images of my past that I don't want to remember
I was deceived every time I was told that it was going to get better
-
Flashes of agony
Infected my mind
And stinging anxiety
Shoots up my spine

Breathe/Breathe/Breathe

While despair wraps around my heart
I want to let it all go
This life was just too hard
I don't want it anymore

Please/Please/Please

There was no way out of this
I so

Hermit

Hermit

Staring through...
The broken roof
I peer...
Between my fears

Questioning my existence...
I ask myself
Is there acceptance..?
To be found
-
I'm tired...
But not broken
I tried...
To be outspoken

But your eyes would not stand for it
The glares and snares deemed it forbidden
Since then I shut myself out and away in the distance

Locked inside my mind / Afraid of all humankind
I fell under the pressure / Damaged by society's pleasure
I let go of all possessions / I threw away my humiliation

Dub me another lonely soul
For I am no longer meant this world
I ripped your burdens away from my shoulders

Old bones...
Skin o

Fall....I catch my self like if i'm there
In my mind so what if no one cares
left alone with the life I bear
an times for those who have a prayer....

Take Care of Me"Take care of me, please," he pleads.
"But, oh, love, I am..." she replies. "I give you your food, and your medicine, and I clothe you, clean you--"
"Oh you haven't given me care. Not any care in the world."
"How dare you! I have given my time willingly to be your support!"
"I am not dying from this disease, that's ravaged my body.... I die from a lack of love."
"Nonsense. The inane babble of a sick man. If you were going to die, all the love in the world wouldn't prevent that."
"Oh, but it might; then, it might not. But in the end we all just want to be held." He said.... and so died.

A Sleepless Night

A Sleepless Night
(That Will Never Alight)

This same old nightmare that I grimly fear
An image of my life haunted by your shadows

I'm frozen in place, waiting for daylight to soon appear
But I don't know if I'm ready to take on another loveless tomorrow

Why am I the one who suffers when you're not even really here?
I should not have to be the one inflicted by your falsely bestowed sorrow
-
You made and broke every one of those promises
You left even though you knew that you'd be greatly missed

You were not the one saying that you're so sorry
You were not the one who was left crying uncontrollably

You didn't feel your heart being

Mother Earth, I'm So SorryI have forgotten how we got here
Why did we do this
Mother earth is crying
As we bomb each other to dust
This was foreseen

Are we blind?
Can't we see?
That we cause this pain and misery
Has the telly destroyed our feelings?
Are we blind?
Do we not see?

As the butterfly Runs away
It's wings are cut off
No more dreams of happiness
No more laugher in the streets
This was foreseen

Are we blind?
Can't we see?
This is not fair these chilly screams
As the children of the future are being murdered
I think we see
But our deaf ear is in the way

How can we have forgotten
About the camps
Have we all bent over
Are we someone's b

LittleOnce upon a time in a little house, there was a little room that had a little girl in it. And that little girl had little hopes. And in these little hopes, there were little wishes. And these little wishes had been brought up because of little dreams that the little girl had had.

But theses little dreams, that made little wishes that became little hopes that belonged to the little girl, in the little room of the little house were always crushed by big things. And these big things that crushed her little hopes were caused because of people with little emotions.

One day the little girl had a big hope that didn't come from a little dream in th

Cursed BeautyCursed Beauty

You are so lovely,
Oh so sweet.
Even as you cry...

Burning heat,
Oh so hot.
Filled to the brim.

Passion that burned,
Oh so brightly,
That it hurt,
Oh so sweetly...

I was lost.
I couldn't find my way.
I thought I was
About to die.

You were my light.
Shining oh so brightly.
Showing me the way.

Your tears,
Oh how they burned,
Oh so sweetly.

How beautiful you are.
Skin so soft,
Lips like wine,
How badly I burn.

Your beauty,
How I crave.
Your heart...
Will be mine.

No other.
I shall have you.
Your beauty will
Be mine.

How scared
You are.

Covered in crimson,
Oh how beautiful you are.

Embrace the co

Unleashed

Unleashed

I don't know this feeling
Or how to describe it

I feel my remorse changing
I'm becoming this

Red-eyed monster
-
Rip this rage
From my heart
Open the cage
Let me out

Break   Break   Break
Through the walls
Of my mind

I don't know
What I'm doing
Losing the control
Over my emotions

Take   Take   Take
Away the fault
It's not mine

It's been so long
Since I've felt anger
Usually I'm not headstrong
But I couldn't keep it together

Forsake   Forsake   Forsake
The whole world
Leave it behind
-
Oh how the gentle have fallen

No More Therapy

No More Therapy

Nothing works anymore
I knew it all along; the end is near
I've said it once and I've said it before
I was never meant to exist; I was not meant to be here

Hated by all / See me fall
Loved by none / Heart is numb
Rejected by life / Fallen from strife
From this- I've become / After this- I'm done

Through this blame
Is the choice
Of my decision

Hear the pain
In my voice
I am suffering
-
I no longer could drown out the sounds
Swallowed from within
I was surrounded by an internal doubt
Regretting everything

Remember the days
Relive the nights
Of my shame
In my mind

Growing up in society
I got lost
Being raised with hypocrisy

In The Dark, There Is Always LightThere are places so dark
That we can't see
There are places so dark
That we feel lonely

There are whispers in the dark
That makes our ears bleed
There are whispers in the dark
That makes us scared

As the darkness surrounds us
We look for a light
As the darkness embraces us
We start to fight

We don't want to live a life
In the dark
We don't want to live a life
In the shadows

As we look for a source of light
We realize
As we look for a small hope
We understand

There is always someone there
Even when it's dark
There is always someone there
Who will ignite your spark

You're never alone
Even in the dark
You're never alone

But I Love Him"I love you," he says. I look at him through the hazy mist of tobacco. I rub the lit embers into my leg, making it flicker and evaporate. The perfectly horrible sting makes me flinch.
"Really?" I ask.
"Absolutely."
I roll my tongue in my mouth and keep my gaze on his blue eyes. "What do you want?"
"Ecstasy." His lips are on mine and I'm on autopilot. Suck. Nibble. Swirl tongue. Touch.
Kiss.
Ecstasy might mean sex for some couples but that isn't what he wants. That comes after. When he's so in love with life, he'll fuck anyone.
"Come on," he whines after I push him softly away. Softly, because if I push too hard, I might think I'm ang

Behind Hollowed Eyes

Behind Hollowed Eyes

Day after day
I tried continuing on to live this way

With damaged veins made of concrete
I am the undone suicide that was kept a secret

But I can no longer exist
Inside of this pretentious skin

There is a past that I wish I didn't remember
There is a future that just looks too painful

There is nothing you can say or do that'll help
Because there is no turning back now
-
I drag everything down with my endless lies
I smother the remnants of hope until it dies
I win the battles, I win the wars, and I win every fight

I am a maelstrom of deceit
I am a darkness that you cannot defeat
I am the awaiting fate of this pathet

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I'm not some selfless saint
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All my deeds are of the same kind

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Have I no guilt?

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Point the finger
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Watch you band together
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That's the harsh way to say it
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Bystanders just turn a blind eye
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It's so complex
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I felt that way about you
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My next words are true

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I undoubtedly would become so broken
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Dependent

by ~OminousHero, Jul 27, 2012, 5:07:16 AM
Literature / Poetry / Human Nature / Free Verse

Dependent

It's one of those days
When everything goes wrong
And it hurts you in ways
When it feels like you don't belong

Thinking of the choices you made
What you've done
Questioning if redemption is too late
Can this guilt be overcome?
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_{I deserve to remain
Locked within the pain
As my tears are wrapped in chains

And it's all true
What we all go through
Take all of my problems and give 'em to you

Because I cannot
Win back the battles I lost
For I am unable to pay the courage it costs

For those who say
That the past can't be changed
They're right, but the memories won't go away

So lead me astray
Carry all of my burdens I gave
And head for our war that awaits to be waged}
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Do you know what it's like?
To depend one someone so much
Who might not be able to save your life
For them to try and prevent a dying cause

All words fade when I try to apologize
Your selflessness leaves me speechless
You will always be a hero in my eyes
But...your kindness is my weakness

Dependentby ~OminousHero

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Please carry me out of the darkness
Even if your kindness is my weakness
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~Cinders8328 Aug 8, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I so get this! thank you for vocalizing it for me!

~TheButterflyOfHope Jul 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This is beautiful! I want to depend on my best friend, but I'm too scared of her rejecting me...so I don't know. I'm scared of being the dependant one. I try to be independant too much

~Kittyaj Jul 27, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I love the words ^^
And I depend on my best friend..he's the only one who can really make me happy o3o

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